09 came by really fast. I mean seriously. It felt as if January First was just yesterday.
But so many things have happened in this year.
I gained new friends, lost some old ones and kept the others.
I found new outlets for my temper and my rage
I met my sister and brother in law
Fell in love and got hurt in the process.

The pros of this year?
Caffeine, the rave that I went to back in March. Why? Because not only was MoMo there, but I finally realized that I've fallen in love with him
Queer Prom, because he was my date. :3
Dating Dominique, because now that we dated, we are even closer as friends
Meeting Alyx and Casey, because those two are the shit.
I was able to, for the most part, over come doing drugs. Minus smoking cigarettes and the occasional drink.
~TechnicolorChapstick making MXJ
Pridefest, because that is always great. Go Queers~!
I got to hang out with Jason after FOREVER on his birthday.

The Cons?
The fact that I was stuck in Florida with practically NOTHING TO DO
The fact that I think I lost one of my closest friends, and it tears me apart.
The fact that it is MoMo that has been able to hurt me as much as he has
The fact that Skyshanissa[First SHE was Nissa, then SHE came out as HE named Shane, then HE changed his name from Shane to Skylar] was able to abuse my soul as much as he did
The fact that I have to go through yet another year without Josh[he was like my brother. Died on March 31, 2006. He would be 20..]

What do I look forward to....

My 18th birthday[surprised to say]
Queer Prom
Pridefest

What was your favorite 09 memory, dear readers?

Link to my coming out speech:
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Commission Info
*KandasuKousei - [freebie] Can't find the base
~curiousSOUL - [freebie] In Progress

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I has decided to start them... Five slots are free.
1 *KandasuKousei
2 ~curiousSOUL
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5

My commissions aren't too expensive, and I would kind of rather them with close friends, then I wouldn't feel weird about giving my address out. I prefer actual moolah only, but Gaia commissions work too.

Line art singles/bust shorts are $5
Colored singles/bust shots are $10
Line art of Couples are $10 as well.
Colors of couples are $14
Groups of three or more. the line art is $15 plus a dollar for each additional person
Color is $20 plus a dollar each person.
Chibis singles are $3
Chibi couples are $5
Chibi Groups are $7, plus $0.50 each person.

Gaia wise, the prices follow as...

500
1k
1k
1.4k
1.5k + 100
2k + 100
300
500
700 + 50 each person.

I don't draw anthros because I fail. I am practicing with females. Look through my gallery and you will find my traditional examples somewhere.

So, if you can't tell by the title, this is my 4 year anniversary here on . I'm surprised I've been here so long. Normally, with this kind of site I'd drop it at year three or so.

But over the years of being on I have met awesome people. My art styles have changed SO MUCH. I went from being a hardcore Gorillaz addict to being a RE addict to being just me. I think its pretty fucking snazzy, too.

:] Happy Four Year Anniversary To Me~ <3

Link to my coming out speech:
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fEAtUrEd Art
This is mah arts this time!
Newer stuff >.>






Old Stuff <.<






See the changes? o_o Not only have I found a Scanner, but I got better at hand drawings.





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So I'm gonna start drinking... But I figure I am going to bitch before I do.

I was at my buddy Seth's house, and he doesn't live with his parents. Its his moms house and all, but she isn't there most of the time. I called THIRTY fucking minutes later then midnight and get fucking yelled at and threatened to be grounded. That's shit. They told me to call. Not at any specific time or ANYTHING. Just told me to call. Then my step dad, once I did call, tried to pull the stunt that he told me to call at 11:30. That's bullshit. He did NOT. But whatever. He's a fucking jew[no offense to Jewish people what so ever, so if you take this to offense, my apologies.]. Tried to tell the fucking units that I call parental that his older brother was there, and his older brother is marked as a legal guardian. No luck.

So now I am home, bout to steal some vodka from my mother. Thank god Pinky was there and can drive...

Isn't it great that one little fucking asshole move from parents can shoot a great mood?

-sigh.-

AND as an FYI, the title are lyrics to the song that I am listening to, Too Many Times. I swapped it though. In the song he says "Cause you've heard Sorry too many times, and I've said Sorry too many times." And I just took out the second part and put I've heard sorry too many times. e.e; Ah gotta love word manipulation. And sorry to Kanda and Matteo for not posting their commission info up. I'm too pissed off and depressed too.

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Other Artists:







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Alright... Get this one out fast.

You lot should know that I have a thing for my buddy Morgan. Well, he tried to find an easy way out of telling me that he is dating my friend Amanda. There is no easy way, but it's whatever now. I just feel bad that I am lying to him and telling him I don't care. Whatever though. Just gotta lick my wounds. You know what they say though, right? "If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours. If it stays away, that means it was not meant to be." Then there is that stupid phrase "Nice Guys Finish Last." He whipped it out on me when I told him to be blunt with me next time. He whips out the "You know what they say, Nice guys finish last." I simply snorted and said, "That's not always true. Sometimes its the bad boys that do." He replied to that, "Does this mean you're the bad boy?" I laughed and said "Sure why not." COME ON, he implied it.

And today is my madre's birthday. 50 man. The funny thing is she got a check from her parents that was made out for $50. A dollar for every year!

AND THE COMMISSION INFOS!
My buddy ~Deathshot000 is a wicked sweet artist and a good friend of mine. He's gonna be fixing up a free commission for me, so I figure, I'll advertise his commission-ness since he is. <3 Loves for teh Willeh!

Examples of his arts: